how should i start? how about... something along the lines of: society has no place for failures? yeah that's true but that's not what i wanna really talk about... so lets start over

lets just say i wanna talk about:

• old people who have fuck all to do
• medieval times,
• and what the fuck they would have been doin there?

yeah guesss that would be better

so anyway, was headin home from lunch the other day. passed the void deck. realized old people hangin around there, and they were like... there because home was boring. it reminded me of my uncle - because he was bored off his nuts at home doin nothing. and here were people, doing nothing as well

i wondered why

probably because their children (if any) were too busy at work. our present day society is one where you're swallowed by your work - and then for some fuckin lame reason, i wondered "hmm, what was it back then in medieval times?"

back then, everybody would have been bored off their nuts. the reason why old people have nothing to do is because afternoon tv is shit as their kids too busy at work and cant be fucked to get them cable, which is the only hope of redemption for singapore tv and because they dont know how to use the internet to download porn and shit

hence i concluded, since in medieval times they didn't have internet or tv either, everybody would be bored off their tits!

then i realized nah, not really. you could hunt if you were bored and that would be more challenging dangerous than gta. sorry to side-track, nothing is more challenging than gta. it's easier to get a girl's number. gta is seriously frustrating sometimes, without cheats that is. but yeah, definitely more dangerous because if the boar gored you, you'd be preetttttty fucked =/

but old people cant hunt! so i guess back then, they'd still have fuck all to do - but at least that wasn't a choice (:

although they're doin nothing, at least they're not fucking sellin tissue paper etc on the streets. because that's fucking pitiful i dont know how/why the end up doing that. it was the catalyst of me wantin to do an old people rant i've been talkin about from ages ago that i never go to doin but hey, i guess this is the closest to it

anyway sent the geetar for repair, went to recruit express to give them stuff they need so they can pay me...

(while i was there, there was this cute chick. i think she works there. she was wearing red. anyway she needed a chair but her path was sorta blocked by me and the person who got us the job so there was the eye-contact thingy

now i know, i fuckin know, when the eyes give the hint of... regret. like she wished she had the chance to know me. there was a bit of shyness to it as well

when i went home, i was just havin this scene in my head where i actually got to know her. yeah, she would have liked that. the next scene was her head resting on my naked chest with a blanket over us)

then i went out for pool with the boys.

lemuel mentioned about the fact that ugly guys usually get pretty girls. that's quite true. then he mentioned the fact that maybe because they would be more loyal to their girlfriend. also true

many thoughts run through my head now. i will go and have a shower and after that, sit down and write out my thoughts and ponder and think. i'm a bastardized philosopher

gym tomorrow later? i feel weak.