at least i aint in mumbai getting shot at now
at least i aint living in the ghettos in brazil (elite squad is an awesome movie)
at least i got my comp back up and running
at least i ...fuck this.

so recently, in my efforts to contact jenna, i have been unsuccessful which after today has made me feel that i can no longer help her when she needs my help. also, i've had a fucking bad hangover today

zouk was fun yesterday haha.. fuckin wasted like a bitch though. couldnt rmb how the fuck i got home X_X

so anyway, not say i was being emo and thinking if i had many problems la. but i bumped into jac's blog and the entry was something like:

Time for a change @ 2008-11-26 00:26:00
I fuckin hate it when I put myself out there only to drown myself in my own stupid little mistakes.
A moment of weaken leads to another regret.
Why we do always fall in and out of love
fast enough not to realize the pain we have to go through for the next boring years to come...
Urgh
2009 better be good to me because if it isn't, I'd probably give myself another opportunity to wreck this life of mine...

God save me...
"allow me to appreciate the simple pleasures in life... esp when the waters are calm now"


and then there was a comment,

Please take this opportunity to chill dear. Looks at the sky, see how fluffy the clouds are. The sun is shining brightly. Slow down your footsteps. There's no need to rush. A small measure of peace. It is the most wonderful time of the year. I think we all deserve a good break. Keep it real~ bkjr

god knows who the fuck her friend is lol.. bkjr is some weird ass initials!

either way, she must have broken up with her boyfriend. i reckon they must have been together for quite awhile! let's see... we were dating waaaay back in 06. that was around july then when i came back in sept she was hanging out with some other dude but i think she only got together with her recent bf in jan/feb

about close to 2 years.

i wonder why they broke up - they did look like a happy couple

but when i look back , i'm kinda glad i didnt get together with her. it would have been for all the wrong reasons. judging from the past few relationships i've had, going into a new one just aint gonna be easy :(

it's like last time when a chick was attractive, easy to talk to and had a cool personality... it would be enough

now it aint. now that's just like part 1 of the screening process lol

at least i'm in the screening process ;)


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